| Memorabilia Info |
| date | 1993 |
| description | Bee ratting on bubblehead after he stole a UW van to pay Topo's tuition. You be the judge if I did the right thing. |
| size | 28442 |
| filename | BHALL.TXT |
| handle | bee |
| Content-Type | text/plain |
| category | email/messages |
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262 9768 fax detect. geier
Detective Geier,
Here are copies of all mail messages I have received from Dennis Shin (user
#516, "bubble head", on my computer system). I've highlighted the day that I
read and buffered the messages because the system prints dates out as "Today"
or "Yesterday."
For reference,
Bee My handle on the system. He believes I am part Jewish,
which is why he often takes derogatory tones towards
me.
El Topo, Topo The handle of a person Dennis has been financially
supporting for awhile.
Joe Rodger, Joe A person who commited suicide last year about this
time, who Dennis holds in high regard.
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Messages read on Saturday, Oct 30th, 1993
Msg #: 1 of 15 Sent: Today, 4:07am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: Hi
i dunno, i guess you're right. there is no way i could've gotten away with it
with all those cops patrolling around the place.. besides, $1000 isn't worth
the risk anyway. i don't want you to think i'm some kind of a psycho or
something. Topo's tuition was due on friday and i didn't have any money to pay
it and that's why i panicked.. well, it turns out that after i got back home
after stealing the van, the wire transfer arrived and i was able to give Topo
$850 to pay the tuition. i only put the van there cuz it was a place where you
could paint it without getting observed. not that it matters now. don't call
the cops or anything until monday so i can get a chance to remove those
fingerprints. i guess i have a really bad personality. maybe that's why Joe
killed himself.. maybe it'd be better if i just kill myself too. X'( god, i
feel awful.
Msg #: 2 of 15 Sent: Today, 4:25am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: Hi
be sure not to get an fingerprints on the envelope or the stamp.. i still think
it'd be a better idea if you just threw it away.
Msg #: 3 of 15 Sent: Today, 4:33am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
do you think i should just kill myself??? it'd be so much easier. i just can't
live anymore. just think! i have NOTHING!!!! NOTHING TO LIVE FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everybody thinks i'm some kind of a criminal. i feel so guilty, constantly,
all the time!!!!
Msg #: 4 of 15 Sent: Today, 8:37am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i left my bicycle cable with my fingerprints all over it inside the
van!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can i borrow the key for just a few hours so i can retrieve it????????????????
Msg #: 5 of 15 Sent: Today, 8:47am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: augh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
augh!!! this is like the worst possible nightmare.. gush.. why don't i just
kill myself? i hate this
life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my life is nothing but
an endless torture chamber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna kill
myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- suicidal
Msg #: 6 of 15 Sent: Today, 8:52am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: i've learned my lesson..
i'll never steal a van or a car again!!! never!!!!!!!! this is awful!!!!!!!!!
Msg #: 7 of 15 Sent: Today, 11:50am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: Hi
when you mail the keys, BE SURE TO DO IT FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
AWAY FROM YOUR HOUSE!!! if you get into trouble cuz of me, i'm gonna commit
suicide!!! if you get into trouble, call me 257-7299 (voice).. i'll take
ALLLLLLLLL the blame for everything! don't even leave a hair that could be
traced back to you!!!
- suicidal
Msg #: 8 of 15 Sent: Today, 11:55am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i checked my book of facts and it says that stealing a car is a 'class A
felony' and is punishable by up to 10 years in prison!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? THERE'S BOUND TO BE AN
INVESTIGATION ONCE THEY FIND THAT CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M FINISHED!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DOOMED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE I SHOULD
LEAVE THIS COUNTRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Msg #: 9 of 15 Sent: Today, 11:57am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: I'M SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M DROWNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(
- SUICIDAL
Msg #: 10 of 15 Sent: Today, 12:00pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
i know.. i'll type up a letter saying that i'm just a 15 year old kid and that
i didn't know what i was doing and plead them not to start an investigation
and tell them where the van is and send it along with the key. i'm really
SCARED!!! i feel almost as bad as when they put me in jail for the first
time.. what am i gonna do???? if i ever get out of this mess without going to
prison, i'll be debted to you for life!!! i'll be your willing slave!!! i'll
do anything!!!! you can have all my money!!! what if they find a strand of my
hair and use it to identify me??? it'd be easy for them! all they have to do
is look for an almost bald asian person!!!!!! (how many almost bald asian
person do you know???) maybe i should buy a wig!!! but then, the professors
will recognize me!!!!! augh, help me bee! i'm scared!!!! once they arrest me,
all they have to do is match the DNA on my hair to me!!! augh!!!! do you have
a portable vacuum cleaner? i have to vacuum the van and make sure i didn't
leav behind any hair..
- suicidal
Msg #: 11 of 15 Sent: Today, 12:12pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
i'll never do anything illegal ever again!!! this is pure hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Msg #: 13 of 15 Sent: Today, 12:58pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: my fingerprints..
i got arrested twice and they took my fingerprints both times.. they have my
fingerprints in their computer.. :'(
Msg #: 14 of 15 Sent: Today, 1:00pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
a few people got into eye contact with me as i stood near the van.. .. i think
they'd remember me if they were asked about a bald asian person.. Bee,
PLEASE!!!!!, can i make a compromise? let me hide the van for a few weeks so
people's memories would fade away.. and so i'd have a chance to thoroughly
clean up the van.. (there are lots of my hair samples in there.. i slept
inside the van after riding my bicycle all the way from K-Mart near east towne
mall to buy the club cuz i was so tired..) does it matter if we return it on
monday or a few weeks from now? it's probably insured anyway! It's standard
procedure for the cops to
vacuum a stolen car to look for evidence.. an asian's hair is two times thicker
than a white person's hair and since my hair is bald and recently cut, it'd be
easy for them to look for a recently
bald asian person.. from the length of the hair, they'd be able to figure out
EXACTLY when i had my haircut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i bet they'd go
straight to the barber shop on state street and ask if any asian asked for a
bald haircut.. and the girl there remembers me by my last name.. at least
give me time for my hair to grow back so those people i got into eye contact
with won't
recognize me. i didn't count on the van being returned to the cops right away.
i dunno.. suicide seems like a very tempting option for me right now.. :'(
Msg #: 15 of 15 Sent: Today, 1:15pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: help me!!!!!
i only did this to help pay Topo's tuition!!! i wasn't doing it for myself!!!
Bee!!!!!!!! :'( Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease
help me!!!!!!!! :'(
Messages Read on Sunday, Oct 30, 1993
Msg #: 1 of 14 Sent: Yesterday, 5:48pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: Hi
i think i can get the mail out by unscrewing the nuts and then flipping the
mailbox upside down.. but the mailbox is 150 pounds.. do you know if you could
help me do this?
Msg #: 2 of 14 Sent: Yesterday, 8:46pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: did you put my name on it?
did you tell the police on me????? please answer the truth!!!!!! did you put my
name in that letter?
Msg #: 3 of 14 Sent: Yesterday, 8:47pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
the real reason why i'm so desperate to get to that letter is cuz i'm 75% sure
that you put my name on that letter.. as you said, you think the police would
be soft on me cuz they'd only put me in jail for a day or two and then force
me to see a shrink.. well, i know somebody else who was seeing shrinks after
getting out of jail.. Does Joe Rodger ring a bell??? hmm.. is Joe Rodger
dead??? isn't he???
Msg #: 4 of 14 Sent: Yesterday, 8:51pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: .
maybe because you're part jewish, you're SO SATISFIED with the status quo that
you'll do ANYTHING to protect the status quo and try to destroy anybody that
threatens it.. hey! i thought Jews were suppose to fight against city hall..
but then again, THE JEWS RUN THE CITY HALL IN THIS COUNTRY!!! i bet you think
america is so wonderful that you wouldn't want to change a thing don't you???
>DO YOU KNOW THAT THANKS TO THE WAY THINGS ARE, PEOPLE LIKE JOE ARE COMMITING
SUICIDE BY THE MILLIONS IN THIS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT COUNTRY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!<
i thought that the part of you that is Aryan would win over the part that is
jewish.. but i guess i was wrong.. you've convinced me that people who're part
jewish are no better than people who are fully jewish.. well, buster, I DON'T
LIKE THE WAY THINGS ARE IN THIS FUCKING DIPSHIT COUNTRY!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THAT IS WHY I THINK IT'S OK TO DISTURB THE STATUS QUO
EVEN IF IT MEANS BREAKING THE DAMNED RULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE PROVEN THROUGH THIS EPISODE THAT
PEOPLE WHO'RE PART JEWISH ARE EVEN MORE DANGEROUS AND HORRI
BLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'LL >NEVER< COMMIT
SUICIDE AND I'LL DEVOTE MY ENTIRE LIFE TO TURNING OVER THIS DAMNED JEWISH
HEAVEN CALLED THE USA!!!! Do you know what El Topo told me??? He said that he
feels so persecuted and oppressed by your evil jewish rule that he feels as if
somebody might attack him at any moment!!! Joe said the same thing to me!!!
i'm not psychotic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm perfectly sane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Msg #: 5 of 14 Sent: Today, 3:42am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: augh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aigjh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u'be been telling
everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god, to think i
trusted you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Msg #: 6 of 14 Sent: Today, 3:57am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: part jews <- worst scums of this earth
u've got me in real trouble now buster.. got, to think i actually thought u
were my friend.. before i came into this fucking country, did u know that i
actually believed that the jews were the victims in the holocaust? i actually
found it hard to believe that Hitler would kill people who were 50% Aryan and
50% jewish.. i understand now.. you jews are the worst scums of this earth..
and even if one is only part jewish, it must be destroyed..
Msg #: 7 of 14 Sent: Today, 4:58am
From: pissed off (#342) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: u fucking set me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i sped by that place a while ago and the fucking van is not there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't tell me the construction workers told the cops to remove it cuz i know
they don't work on saturdays!!!! i called the company that's working on that
project on friday before putting the van there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now, u're telling me the madison police checked every road, every side turn,
everywhere in madison so quick??????? i find that hard to believe!!! u know
what??? i think u were trying to set me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u told the cops to wait there for me to change the license
plates!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u told the cops right away where the van was when u got
back didn't u???????? even though i might have been changing the license
plates then.. i bet they have cops staked out near the mailbox waiting for me
to show up right now cuz u told
them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know it's
difficult to get a fingerprint in winter cuz the oil on your hands are all
dried up and don't stick to places.. u know what??? i think u did this just to
catch me in the act so to speak.. what a horrible thing to do to somebody who
trusted u???? who actually considered u to be a friend!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno..
i'm just so disgusted now.. it's hard to believe u did this to me.. are u
really a human being? or an animal in disguise..
Msg #: 9 of 14 Sent: Today, 10:19am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: Hi
i don't have to point out to you that i would not be this horrible monster that
i am if they hadn't put me in jail the first time.. believe me!!! just before
i got in jail, i was planning to go out with this big jewish man.. i was your
typical jew loving gook!!! i hated Germans!!! i thought Hitler was the most
horrible monster in history!!! it's because the cops treated me so horribly in
jail and got me raped by a negro that i turned into the monster you see today.
if you promise not to turn me over to the cops, (i'm sure you're considering
that even right now..) that is if you hadn't turned me over already, i promise
i will see a shrink at the end of this semester and take medications.. you
pointed it out right!!! there ARE no jews in the madison police dept.. (even
though essentially, they're carrying out the things that jewish politicians
tell them to do.) They are a very blunt instrument.. and they can make
mistakes like what they did to me!!! I REALLY WAS INNOCENT WHEN I GOT ARRESTED
THE FIRST TIME!!! if you put me in jail by betraying me like this right now,
(believe me, with the revolving door of the american prison system, i'd be
right out in a matter of months on parole..) i would become an anti-jewish
monster like you've never even HEARD OF before.. remember that Hitler was in
prison for a year or two too! hey! i can still be turned back to the good
side.. but only if you help me out!!!
Msg #: 10 of 14 Sent: Today, 2:53pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: don't be a traitor!!!
Remember that i told Marq to tell you about all this.. you didn't find out
about it cuz you were clever or anything. you found about all this cuz I LET
YOU KNOW about it.. if you turn me in now, it'll be like stabbing somebody in
the back. you know that time when i lied to you that i stole a mercedez benz?
you wanted to have it!!! what made you change your mind now??? was it cuz the
van belonged to the state??? i mean, the state owns THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS of
vans!!! so what if they lose one??? i mean, if you had asked me if you could
have the van, i would have said YES without a second thought!!!! i mean, the
van was insured anyway.. i'm not saying we should not have returned the van..
i think it turned out for the best because the driver turned out to be a
non-gook.. i mean, there were all these chinese books in there.. i was sure he
was chinese.. but then again, he could only have been taking chinese.. i
thought the cops were the bad guys and we were on the same team.. i still feel
betrayed and hurt.. not because we lost the van, but because you turned on me.
i even gave you FOUR 14.4k baud modems! it would have been five if Matrix
hadn't taken one.. i even got you a copy of Novell OS.. You even took my
scanner, hard drive, etc etc etc.. i even gave you $50 cuz your check was
gonna bounce. i dunno. i told you about it cuz i was thinking maybe we could
use it for the beeline or something cuz you only get 1/10th the price for
selling a stolen van. what if we had taken care of all the evidence and used a
license plate from a black van of the same model on it? i dunno..
Msg #: 11 of 14 Sent: Today, 3:19pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: augh!!!
why aren't you deleting my mail after reading them? is it cuz you're thinking
about using them as evidence to incriminate me??? god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Msg #: 12 of 14 Sent: Today, 5:40pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: i'm getting worried..
i went back to the csst building.. why isn't the van back in the csst building?
i'm getting nervous..
Msg #: 13 of 14 Sent: Today, 5:49pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: goodbye...
i'll call here only a few more times to tell people that i'm not calling here
anymore and then i'll stop calling your bbs.. i want to inform you that the
only fingerprints i have on those license plates are on the nuts.. i had to
take off my gloves cuz i couldn't turn them with the gloves on.. they are
partial.. so don't try to incriminate me. to me, the beeline was a place where
'bad things happen'.. i never got anything good out of calling your BBS. and i
really wish i never even heard of it. i really needed a break.. :'( i wouldn't
have tried to sell the v__.. just keep it somewhere where
nobody would find it.. so i
wouldn't feel so bad when i have to walk when everybody else is riding their
cars.. well, so much for that!!! i dunno. maybe someday, you'll read in the
newspaper that some crazy korean guy jumped off a building.. but this is the
last you'll hear of me until you hear something like that.. goodbye..
Msg #: 14 of 14 Sent: Today, 6:00pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: p.s.
oh, also, never call my bbs.. if you do, i'll get rid of that too.. also, don't
try to reach me voice or try to meet me in person. if you do, i'll kill
myself..
Messages read on Tuesday, Nov 11, 1993
Msg #: 1 of 6 Sent: Sunday, 9:11pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: augh, GOD!!!! this hurts!!!!!!
i just tried to stab myself in the stomach with a scissor.. i think i have the
bleeding under control. i tried really hard but it just wouldn't work.. i
can't figure out where i put my knife.. augh.. i think i'm gonna faint.. don't
call the shrinks on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you do that, i'll bite my tongue off
and commit suicide that way.. god, i feel so lonely and miserable.. :'( if you
promise to screw me, i'll not try to commit suicide again.. please call my bbs
at 257-2321..
Msg #: 2 of 6 Sent: Sunday, 10:10pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: i'm buying El Topo a NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've just realized something that is giving me a new lease on life.. while i
was trying to control the bleeding on my stomach, i realized that my mom told
me that she would buy me a new car if i got a drivers license.. of course, i
can never get a drivers license cuz i've been convicted of drunk driving.. but
if i can just get a copy of somebody else's drivers license and make it look
as if it's mine by sticking my photo on it, and fax that to my parents... my
parents are sure to believe that i really did get a drivers license and wire
me $6000 or more to buy a new car. do you know if you could do this for me?
all i want is to buy Topo a new car.. you can change the serial numbers and
stuff with a graphics program to make sure nothing gets traced to you when i
finally get busted.. i mean, would my parents rather have me dead??? god, i
just know that if i had bought Joe a new car, he would never have commited
suicide.. i understand now how miserable and inferior he must've felt walking
around in this cold and snow while everybody else is riding their damned
cars.. i'm getting more and more miserable as i approach the date Joe killed
himself.. i don't think i'll be able to make it through this damned winter.. i
feel like snuffing myself out of existence.. but if only i could do this
right.. if only i could buy Topo a new car.. i'd know that i FINALLY did
something RIGHT this time around and i wouldn't feel like killing myself
anymore.. please help me!!!!!! Topo said that he feels as if somebody is
trying to kill him when he walks outside.. that's exactly what Joe said!! He
also says that he wishes everything would end now.. i'm scared.. please
help!!!
Msg #: 3 of 6 Sent: Monday, 10:49am
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: my wound is beginning to itch..
this wound on my stomach is beginning to itch.. it's two cm thick and it's not
healing very well. i think if i don't get stiches, it'll heal really ugly and
augh.. i dunno.. i think i'm gonna try to buy some alchol and try to sterilize
it..
Msg #: 4 of 6 Sent: Monday, 5:26pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: goodbye
you can delete my account now.. cuz i'm never calling here again..
Msg #: 6 of 6 Sent: Yesterday, 11:02pm
From: bubble head (#516) Rec'd: Never,
To: Bee (#1) Room: Amoeba Zoo
Title: i'm >NOT< crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just wanna make it clear, i'm NOT insane!!! i'm NOT crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i do admit that i value the individual over the state.. while you value
the state above the individual.. i think of the united states as the jewish
crown capitol and i consider Germany to be the 'crown colony' of world jewry..
i think of the current world order as that of fat jewish scumbeings in
walstreet sucking the life out of poor people like Joe.. that is my world
view.. i think that there are many reasons to believe that my version of what
the world is is MORE CORRECT than yours.. like for example, the BILLIONS AND
BILLIONS of dollars that the US gives to israel every year. also, the fact
that the US gives a blind eye to the fact that israel has nuclear bombs..
these two facts by themselves don't mean much.. but when you think about the
fact that a very war-like militant country, with HUNDREDS of nuclear bombs,
many of them pointed at populated areas like Germany, is getting BILLIONS AND
BILLIONS of dollars in grants from the US, well.. you get my point.. also, i'm
the re-incarnation of Hitler!!!!!!!!! Buddha decided to make into a mongoloid
because i over-did the thing with the holocaust thing during WW-II.. i admit
that the holocaust went WAY WAY out of hand.. but i'm not responsible!!!
show me ONE PIECE OF PAPER with my name signed on it that says 'kill all the
jews'.. you can't! cuz i never gave that order!!! it's my subordinates who're
to blame!! not me!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm innocent!!!!!
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